李元明义父大人邓朴方秘书长背叛义父邓朴方故事
Li Yuanming adoptive father's adult to ordinary secretary of betrayal adoptive father to ordinary story
(按：虽然今天我应当称呼邓朴方同志为义父大人，但因这些故事是发生在称呼邓大叔的以前时期，故为了表述符合当时情况，故事中以邓大叔称呼。又，时间仓促，字词运用时有不当，鉴别阅读，正确理解。未尽故事这里保留。Press: although today I should call to ordinary gay adoptive father's adult, but because of these stories was called Deng Dashu period before, so in order to describe conforms to the situation at that time, in the story to Deng Dashu called.Again, time rush, word use undeserved, differential reading and understanding.Keep unfinished story here.)
-------秘书长是玩笑？是背叛？是错误？是敌特？是间谍？看后就明白。
-- -- -- -- -- -- -- the secretary-general is a joke?Is a betrayal?It is a mistake?Is the enemy?Being a spy?After see understand.
约2003年，我刚刚和义父大人联系上时候，称呼义父大人“邓朴方同志”“邓朴方先生”。一次打电话，秘书长和其他人议论我，一些秘书们说问问李元明有什么困难快点给他办办，另外快点安排和邓主席认识一下，邓主席老问这事······。秘书长反对说：“不行，只要让他俩见了面联系上了，就不好办了·······(保密)，趁现在卡住他俩还好说········(保密)”
后来，秘书长电话中说过：“前三年你赶着我，后三年我赶着你······”
一次秘书长说：“据说李元明智商很高，这样做可别弄下事来······”又说：“李元明可是上了党史的人物，可别弄出事来······”
一次义父大人给我介绍对象，秘书长阳奉阴违给我偷偷破坏砸锅，本来什么都没告诉我，谎报说都给我说的清清楚楚，结果导致误会。然后他给我介绍一位女士，这位女士名义上说不合适，可是又请我吃饭，又请我喝酒，又积极买单，分手时候很关注地问我：“以后还告不告邓朴方秘书了”我随便说：“搭理他干嘛！”这里的隐私较多，为保护有关人士隐私，不再详述····。
遗憾地是当时的邓大叔给我介绍的对象永远责怪我和不理解甚至恨我，不值得遗憾地是我配不上，成功的可能不大，但有。
约2007年底或2008年春，一次我向中央残联邓主席办公室打电话，一位刚刚来的男秘书接电话。他问我找谁？我说找邓大叔。这位秘书不信任了，说：“你胡说什么的！邓朴方是老大，哪有邓大叔！······”咣的一声给挂电话了。我好笑，认定他肯定刚来，我又拨通，电话中自我介绍我是《剥削论》作者、支持邓小平老同志工作的朋友等等，我说他一定是新来的吧。他说是刚刚来，还没有一个月的。我说其他秘书们知道我，要他问问秘书长，他也许处于礼貌给我个大脸没有挂断电话，把听筒放到了桌子上，因他相信我是邓小平老同志的朋友，所以因刚刚给我挂电话犯错有点歉意，也有点晕，仓惶跑出去询问。
我听着里面的声音：由于慌张，他和秘书长在门口一个进门一个出门闯了个正怀，秘书长的文具都落地了。秘书长训斥道：“怎么啦？刚来你就这样不成体统！你今天说不出理由，立即辞退你，我刚刚把你招来，你就给我丢人······说！怎么回事？”
刚来的秘书仓惶地说：“有位先生叫李元明来电话，说是《剥削论》作者，是邓小平同志的朋友，有这事吗？········”
“有，有。原来是李元明，好了，今天就不辞退你了，这也能说一阵子··········一听说邓小平的朋友，哈哈，谁也有点晕······”
秘书长说完。向大家说：“正好今天邓朴方不在，我给你们讲，如果李元明来电话，你们光说给他办，说好听点，千万不能实际办，以后甭管什么事，只要合法的反正以后都给他办了。我说让邓朴方升升大官吧，他又不是没资格，老当这残联主席，有什么意思？他说“都一样，让位于贤能志士…。”他就是不听。
你们想想，咱们又不是没本事，老跟着他当一辈子残联主席秘书，有点窝囊。我说他几年了他就是不行，这次我发现了个机会，我听邓朴方说他非帮李元明一把不行了，从他说话中得知他对李元明非常重视。咱们利用李元明要挟邓朴方一下，逼他升升官，咱们也跟着他光荣光荣。我已经给邓朴方说了：你看，李元明根本就瞧不起你，人家李元明说了，你才是个残联主席，有什么权，我怎么说人家李元明就是不听，见也不见你，理也不理你。给官也不要，给钱也不要。一个老百姓都瞧不起你，我们秘书们没法。你整天给我们安排工作说办这事办那事，光说叫我们办，怎么办？办不了，没人搭理。”
邓大叔秘书长接着说：“我正忽悠邓朴方的，这次差不多了，他说主要是咱残疾，行动又不便，还是让贤别人吧······。我说一切靠给我们，不用你管，不都是秘书们做的。”
About 2003 years, I have just reach adoptive father's adult, called adoptive father's adult "ordinary" comrade "ordinary".A call, secretary general and others about me, ask some secretaries say Li Yuanming what difficulties will give him quickly, hurry up other arrangement and meet some of chairman deng, chairman deng old · · · · · · ask about it., secretary-general of the opposition, said: "no, as long as they met in contact, are bad to did · · · · · · · (confidentiality), stuck now before they have to say...... (secret)"
Later, secretary of the phone said: "the first three years you with me, after three years I with you......"
A secretary-general, said: "it is said that yuan intelligent quotient is very high, so do don't get down to......" say again: "Li Yuanming on the history of the party's character, however, don't get an accident......"
An adoptive father adults give me introduction object, the secretary-general backstabbing me secretly destroyed anyway, originally what all didn't tell me, to lie about that to I said clearly, resulting in misunderstanding.Then he told me a lady, the lady said not appropriate, nominally but invite I to have a meal again, please I drink again, and actively pay, break up very attentively when asked me: "later also accuse not tell to ordinary secretary" I casually said: "why would you want to take a reason him!"Here's privacy is more, to protect the privacy, no longer give details....
Sadly the Deng Dashu give me introduce object always blame me and don't understand and even hate me, it's not worth sadly I don't deserve, the possibility of success is not big, but there is.
About the end of 2007 or in the spring of 2008, once I call to the office of the disabled persons' federation chairman deng, a male secretary just to answer the phone.He asked me to find who?I will find out Deng Dashu said.The secretary don't trust, said: "you what nonsense! To ordinary is the boss, which have Deng Dashu!......" MAO to hang up.Funny, I decided that he must have arrived, I called again, on the phone to introduce myself I am the exploitation theory of author, support, and so on, old comrade deng xiaoping work friends I say he is a new comer.He says it is just to, not yet a month.I said other secretaries know me, asked him to ask the secretary general, he may be in a polite to give me a big face didn't hang up, put the receiver on the table, because he believe that I was a friend of old comrade deng xiaoping, so for just give me hang up wrong a little regret, also a bit dizzy, run out and asked in panic.
I listen to the sound of the inside: because of panic, he and secretary general at the door is a door to go out into a bosom, secretary general of the stationery all fell to the ground.Secretary-general, scold a way: "how? Just to you so scandalous! You couldn't say a reason today, immediately get rid of you, I just take you recruit, you just give me a disgrace · · · · · ·! What's the matter?"
Just to the secretary of the panic ground to say: "a gentleman called Li Yuanming phone to say is the exploitation of the author, is a friend of comrade deng xiaoping, has it?......"
"Yes, there are. Is Li Yuanming, ok, today won't fire you up, and it can be said for a while...... a heard that deng xiaoping's friends, ha ha, who is also a bit dizzy......"
The secretary-general said.To everybody said: "to ordinary not just today, I will tell you, if Li Yuanming to call, you talk to him to do, say, to never actually do, later don't tube what matter, as long as the legitimate anyway after all done for him. I say let ordinary rose officer, he's not qualified, old when the disabled persons' federation chairman, have what mean?" he said, "are all the same, give way to the sage who...."He wouldn't listen.
You think about it, let's not uselessness, old followed him as chairman of the disabled persons' federation secretary all your life, a little timid.I said he was a few years he is not, this time I found a chance, I listen to ordinary said he not help yuan Ming the washed-up, learned from his speech he Li Yuanming very seriously.Let's use Li Yuanming threatening to ordinary, forced him to rise promotion, let's follow him glory glory.I have given to ordinary said: you see, Li Yuanming would look down upon you, the somebody else yuan said, you are a disabled persons' federation President, what is right, how do I say somebody else Li Yuanming wouldn't listen, no see you, also ignore you.Don't give officer don't, give money.A people look down on you, our secretaries can't.Arrange work all day you say you do the things that matter, light said that we do, how to do?Do not, no one take reason."
Deng Dashu secretary-general added: "I was fool to ordinary, about this time, he said the main is the za disability, action inconvenience again, or get others to · · · · · ·. All I said to us, don't you tube, are not made of secretaries."
看来差不多来，目前邓朴方正在考虑。他说要不就竞选个全国人大副委员长或全国政协副主席，他可能竞选全国政协常务副主席了，这次换届就成了。
邓大叔秘书长接着说：“所以，你们可千万不能给李元明办事，再合法也不能办，也不能让李元明见邓朴方，怕见面后败露了咱们忽悠他们，前功皆弃。对李元明光说办不办；对邓朴方说李元明嫌邓朴方残联主席没权，瞧不起邓朴方，所以不听话。”
邓大叔秘书长话落，大家都反对，一位男秘书说他反正不敢，欺骗首长可是秘书们的最大毛病，怕邓朴方知道了怪罪。咱快要退休了，他一句话给我个开除处分我就完啦。
秘书长说“大家都别说，邓朴方怎么能知道？不会的。”
其他秘书们说：“没有不透风的墙，李元明迟早会见到邓朴方的，万一说透了怎么办？再一邓朴方非见李元明怎么办？”
秘书长说：“万一说透了，邓朴方这里我承担，就说我让你们说(假话)的。他怪罪我，我就说为了让他升升官，又不是坏心眼。我给他当了一辈子秘书了，他得给点面子。再说，再过5、6年我就退休了，他能怎么样我，又不是大错。如果邓朴方非要见李元明，就告诉他李元明不见他。我为这点考虑了好久，这能说过去，因为李元明当时就是不见邓小平等等领导是事实，所以邓朴方会相信的。再不就说李元明和以前邓小平找他的时候一样又藏起来了。总之到时候有办法，说李元明和常人不一样，特别怪，这样骗邓朴方能说过去。”
有个男秘书说：“据说李元明智商很高，万一他觉察到了和咱们闹事怎么办？”秘书长说：“只要不让他和邓朴方见面，就没事。纵然李元明知道了不算咱们，咱们说：利用你逼邓朴方升升官，对你也有好处啊！邓朴方官大了好给你办事！”
秘书长有点不耐烦了，好像命令地口气说；“就这吧！谁也甭说了，我已经给邓朴方说了，收不回来了，只好这样了，一切责任我来承担。我每天打发得邓朴方高兴得不行！只要他升升大官，掌掌实权，他说怎么就怎么。邓朴方这里靠给我，他老了湖里糊涂的，什么也听我的，都靠给我办，我说成什么他就信什么。就这吧，你们就别说了，决定了。”
一个男秘书说：“哼！谁知道你什么目的？” ······
这时秘书长问刚刚接李元明电话的新来秘书说：“艾！······你把电话挂了吗？忘了，可别让李元明听见了，那就糟了。”
刚刚来的秘书说：“哎呀！······我可能是没挂。”
秘书长训斥道：“哎呀！看你这，为什么不告诉我？这可怎么办？李元明听见了没有？快看看。不行！快点给胡锦涛、温家宝、吴邦国、贾庆林等等国家领导们的秘书们，和秦基伟家人们，和姚依林家人们的秘书们打电话，并和中共中央、国务院办公厅主管信件收发的人打招呼，和他们说咱们形成秘书帮，谁惹下事来，大家互相照顾一下。让他们卡住李元明的电话信件，千万不要转给领导亲子开启。所有李元明的信件都转过来处理，所有李元明的电话不能转给他们的领导，封锁住李元明和他们领导的联系，怕万一其他领导直接和邓朴方把事情说透，可就完了······”
我挂断电话走了，没法子了。也终于明白了：邓朴方大叔非常关照我！我感激不尽！以前几年邓大叔的秘书们光说办不办，一封信也没来过，一个电话也没回复。发个信留个电话请求回电话不回复，问问为什么回答说“打到了北京市的手机上，嫌我不说明是石家庄的手机号码。”我明明是石家庄的人，本来邓大叔的秘书们知道座机打外地号应当前面加零。为什么我多次求见邓大叔秘书们不让见面，----------就是这个原因！忽悠我。
It seems almost to, ordinary is considered.He said a vice chairman of the standing committee of the National People's Congress or campaign or vice chairman of the CPPCC national committee, he could campaign executive vice chairman of the CPPCC national committee, the transition to become.
Deng Dashu secretary went on to say: "so, you don't give Li Yuanming, again also cannot legally do, also cannot let Li Yuanming see ordinary, afraid after meeting is blown let's fool them, before result all abandon. Said to Li Yuanming light do not do, say to the ordinary Li Yuanming too ordinary disabled persons' federation chairman didn't power, look down upon to ordinary, so not obedient."
Deng Dashu secretary general words fall, everyone was against, a male secretary said he dare not, anyway cheat head but the secretaries of the biggest problems, fear to ordinary know the blame.I was going to retire, he give me a expelled a word I will be finished.
Secretary general said, "we all don't say, how can ordinary know? No."
Other secretaries said: "there is no windtight wall, Li Yuanming see ordinary sooner or later, all say terrible? Again to ordinary not see Li Yuanming?"
Secretary-general said: "all say, ordinary I assume here, just say I let you say (lie). He blames me, and I said to make his litres of promotion, and not the salt of the earth. When I gave him all his life a secretary, he has to give point face. Besides, another 5 or 6 years I will retire, he can like me, and is not a mistake. If ordinary must see Li Yuanming, tell him Li Yuanming not see him. I consider this point for for a long time, it can be said in the past, because Li Yuanming when it is true that leadership is not deng xiaoping, and so on, so ordinary will believe that. Don't just say Li Yuanming deng xiaoping as before when she was looking for his hide again. In short time has a way, says Li Yuanming and ordinary people is not the same, especially strange, such can cheat to ordinary said in the past."
A male secretary said: "it is said that yuan intelligent quotient is very high, one thousand he was aware and let's make trouble?"Secretary-general said: "as long as you don't let him meet to ordinary, will be ok. Although Li Yuanming know not let's, let's say: use your forced to ordinary litres of promotion, is good for you! To ordinary officer big good things to you!"
The secretary-general is a little impatient, like command said;"It! Who also don't say, I have given to ordinary said, close not back, had to this, all blame me. I have to send to ordinary every day happy! As long as he rose aga, palm palm power, he said how how. Ordinary here by me, he always confused in the lake, and listen to me, nothing depends on me, I said to what he believed what. Is this right, you don't say, decided."
A male secretary say: "hum! Who knows what purpose are you?"......
Then secretary-general asked just to answer Li Yuanming new secretary said: "ai!...... did you hang the phone? Forget, don't let Li Yuanming heard it, that's too bad."
Just to secretary said: "oh!...... I didn't hang may be."
Secretary-general, scold a way: "oh! Look at you, why don't you tell me? How can it do? Li Yuanming heard no? Look at. No way! Hurry up to President hu jintao, wu bangguo, wen jiabao, jia qinglin, and so on national leaders secretaries, and Qin Jiwei families, and yao in the lins people call secretaries, and director of the central committee of the communist party of China and the state council general office mail to send and receive the man say" hello ", and they said let's form a secretary to help, who make the things, we look after each other. Let them stuck Li Yuanming call letters, don't be to lead the parent-child open. All of the letters Li Yuanming turned to deal with, all Li Yuanming telephone cannot be transferred to their leadership, blocking Li Yuanming led touch with them, afraid of one thousand other leadership directly and ordinary things said, would be finished......"
I hung up the phone, can't.Also finally understand: ordinary uncle very care for me!!!!!!!I am deeply grateful!A few years ago Deng Dashu secretaries say do not do light, a letter also didn't come through, a telephone also didn't reply.Send a letter request leave a phone call don't answer, ask why replied "in Beijing, on your mobile phone too is shijiazhuang mobile number that I don't."I clearly is in shijiazhuang, originally Deng Dashu secretaries know a landline number field should be adding zero.Why I have requested Deng Dashu secretaries don't let meet, -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- it is for this reason!Fool me.
后来，一次我给邓大叔打电话，秘书长问我：“你到底来不来？”我赌气说：“你们当官吧！我不会当！”。他又说：“是邓朴方叫你来的！”我知道，我真的去了他就想方设法不让我见，于是为了让他放松警惕故意装作不去，随口说：“‘邓朴方大人’叫我去我也不去！”其他秘书们都嘲笑这位秘书长：“该！该！该！这下不忽悠他了吧？早就看着你快了！他和别人一样啊？······”其实我更本不相信他们的话，心想不见邓大叔本人什么也不敢信。可是，秘书们又怕我在邓大叔面前告他们的状，一直不敢让见。好像听着邓大叔秘书说邓大叔过：“这次你可亲自听见了吧？·····”可能是秘书见把我惹火后，看准火候，知道我说邓大叔不爱听的就给邓大叔断章取义接通了电话，故意让邓大叔听的。或许是邓大叔秘书被平山县我控告的腐败分子买通了害我，故意把我惹火，惹得我不配合，再怪我不配合，名正言顺，收获利益，欺骗领导。我真想，邓大叔什么时候亲自给我个电话或我通过他的亲友途径到他面前说明不就得啦。嗨！秘书真忽悠住他了，他相信自己的秘书不相信事实语言。不是，一次听见邓大叔说：“··········你们又怎么惹下他了？肯定是你们惹他了·········”哈哈，邓大叔不是傻子，起码比他的秘书们明白。秘书长说过：“邓朴方老了，傻乎乎的，我一骗他就上当，我怎么说他就怎么信，特别相信我·········你们就不用担心了········”当时我听见后感到好笑。
我在邓大叔面前：没有道理讲！只有服从！因为他正确！
但是我在他的秘书面前：只有不信任！除非特殊情况才服从!
我分析了邓大叔的秘书长真正的目的有以下几个：
1、 可能1：因县乡干部违法犯罪欺负我，我才公开《剥削论》作者身份求助邓朴方大叔，是县乡干部们把邓大叔秘书长买通了，他们狼狈为奸害我骗大叔。这也就算了，不算什么。
2、 可能2：邓朴方秘书长是“四人帮”打入邓朴方身边的奸细，或是外国间谍。这个不用我查，我提醒你们一点就是了，虽然可能性不大，但也有。
3、 可能3：真的只为一个目的，为了忽悠邓朴方大叔升大官，跟着大官当秘书光宗耀祖，利用我李元明“将君”邓大叔一把，这更是哈哈一笑了千秋，我也太有用了，邓大叔也太看重我了。
4、 可能4：邓大叔的秘书长刁难我或是让我送礼的，我分文没有于是绝望了，没有一点信心了。后来邓大叔的秘书说：“不是让你送礼的！”。可是我已经不相信他的鬼话了，相信假若是真的，秘书长有办法用事实说话让我相信他们，结果没有可信的一点事实说明真情。
据此，秘书长说邓大叔如何对待我不敢信了，怕欺负我的县乡腐败分子买通秘书长狼狈为奸忽悠我经费、消耗我，我就艰难地在基层一边学习法律自学考试，一边社会调研，准备见邓大叔后能说一二见解。
我等待着邓大叔“亲自”来个电话，结果永远没有。秘书长真的把邓大叔忽悠住了。
因我不信，所以不配合，邓大叔秘书说我：“你不要持才自傲！我们有的是人才！”我想这是他故意做作让邓大叔听得，以证明是我摆臭架子，而不是他们忽悠我结果。
一次秘书长说邓大叔家人如何不好，··········我就跟着嗯啊支用，因为我说他说的不对，就不能看他下句话了，在兵法上我使用的是装痴不癫。
也许是邓大叔秘书长知道“我已经知道他忽悠我了”怕我不算他，也许是良心发现，后来他为我出了许多好主意，只是我被他忽悠得晕的不敢相信他的话了。经过长时间核实2009年以后邓大叔秘书长说的话几乎全是真的，我很感激他！！！呵呵！！所以，对秘书长又恨他！又敬他！又得谢他!
Later, once I call Deng Dashu, secretary-general asked me: "what are you coming or not?"I in anger say: "you officer! I won't be!".He said, "come to ordinary call you!"I know, I really went to he just trying not to let me see, so in order to let him go, let their guard down intentionally pretend not freely said: "' the ordinary adults' call me to go I don't go to!"Other secretaries laughed the secretary-general: "this! This! This! This is not fool him? Have long look at you fast! He and others? · · · · · ·" actually, I don't believe their words, more thought to see Deng Dashu what I also dare not believe.Secretaries, however, again afraid I before Deng Dashu to snitch on one of them, always dare not to see.As if he had been listen Deng Dashu Deng Dashu secretary said: "this time you can personally heard?..." may be a secretary after see my nerves, certain temperature, know I said Deng Dashu don't want to give Deng Dashu taken out of context on the phone, deliberately Deng Dashu hear.Perhaps Deng Dashu secretary was accused of corrupt ping shan county I buy off to hurt me, deliberately put my nerves, provoked a long, I don't cooperate, to blame me for not cooperate, justified, gain, cheat the leadership.I really want to, what time Deng Dashu himself a phone call to me or my way by his relatives and friends to him that don't have to.A: hi!Secretary I fool him, he didn't believe his secretary believes that language.Not, once heard Deng Dashu said: "...... how to provoke him? You must be you provoke him...... "ha ha, Deng Dashu not fool, at least than his secretaries to understand.Secretary-general said: "to ordinary old, silly, I a fool he was fooled, I how to say how he believed, especially believe me...... you do not have to worry about......" then I heard after feel funny.
I: before Deng Dashu makes no sense!!Only obey!Because he is right!
But I have only in front of his secretary: don't trust!Unless special circumstances only obey!
I analyzed the Deng Dashu, secretary general of the real purpose are the following:
1, May 1: due to the township cadres illegal crime bully me, I just open the exploitation theory the author identity for help uncle to ordinary, is the township cadres Deng Dashu suborn the secretary-general, uncle fooled by knaves to hurt me.This also calculate, is nothing.
2, May 2: ordinary secretary general is "the gang of four" into the ordinary side of spies, or a foreign spy.This I don't need to check, I reminded you just a little, although the possibility is not big, but there are also.
3, May 3: true only for a purpose, in order to fool uncle to ordinary litres of big officer, with the government as a secretary to uphold, use my Li Yuanming Deng Dashu "the gentleman", it's more ha ha a smile and consent, I also very useful, Deng Dashu also take me so seriously.
4, May 4: Deng Dashu, secretary general of the spite me or make me a gift, not a penny I so desperate, no confidence.Later the Deng Dashu secretary said: "not make you a gift!".But I already don't believe his nonsense, believe if is true, the secretary-general is there a way to use the facts leads me to believe that they, the result not credible fact indeed.
On this basis, the secretary-general said Deng Dashu treat me dare not believe, fear of bullying my counties and townships run rampant corrupt suborn the secretary-general fool I funds, burn me, I will hard to self-study exam at the grassroots level to learn law, social investigation, ready to see Deng Dashu after can speak just a little insight.
I waited Deng Dashu "personally" to a phone call, the result is never.Secretary-general really Deng Dashu fool.
Because I don't believe, so don't cooperate, Deng Dashu secretary said I: "you don't hold to pride! We have plenty of talent!"I think this is he deliberately contrived to let Deng Dashu listened, to prove that is my swagger off, not they fool me.
How bad a secretary-general said Deng Dashu family, · · · · · · · · · · I followed well ah, because I said that what he said is wrong, can't see him the next sentence, I use in the art of war is chi not epilepsy.
Perhaps Deng Dashu secretary-general know "I already know he cheat me afraid I isn't he, perhaps is a conscience, he later out many good idea for me, just I was he bluffed halo couldn't believe his words.Since 2009, after a long time to verify Deng Dashu secretary-general said almost all is true, I'm very grateful to him!!!!!!!!!!!Ha ha!!!!!So, to the secretary-general and hate him!And worship him!Have to thank him!
因秘书长忽悠我其他损失不大，唯一的巨大损失：刚刚联系邓大叔秘书长，我经常向秘书长请求拜见邓大叔和家人，秘书长就是不让见。我打问残联工作人员，秘书长安排谁都不敢告诉我。我打电话让转接邓大叔，秘书长秘密指示不给转。我到派出所查问不给查，说是机密。我灰心了。要不就是忽悠我，说假话，忽悠的我不信任了，见我被忽悠的成熟了，突然告诉我“卓奶奶有病，快死了，医学论断，今年夏季左右，你是否来看看他？”我说他瞎说，不信。他就说真的，当时我的满脑子“秘书长竟敢背叛邓大叔，竟敢故意忽悠我和邓大叔，忽悠我可以，忽悠邓大叔性质严重，已经早把秘书长定成敌人了。”我的脑子当时只有一个95%坏的判断“不是忽悠我，说假话，就是这次真的暗杀我了，要到他指点的地点害我。”但是又怕万一5%卓奶奶真的有病了误事，所以我还是多说了一句话：“你怎么让我相信是真的？”
“你信不信，不信就算啦。”秘书长说。
“我有办法能证明你说的话是真的假的。”我提醒。
“我没有经费了，你现在向我汇款你一个月工资，就是真的，我就去看望卓奶奶。否则就是你和我开玩笑，不相信。你不说说了，卓奶奶把一辈子攒的工资福利等等都给我了嘛，我看望卓奶奶后如果他给我这些赏钱我还你；如果没这回事，我以后也不欠你，两清，谁叫你骗我的。我愿意去，可是平山县四人帮的残余势力张大平等人打击报复我，弄了我个贫穷潦倒你也不帮助伸张正义，也不救济我。我今天去了如果是你和我开玩笑，我回来就倾家荡产了。”现在想起来当时他给我打电话时候，不是录音了就是让邓大叔在旁边监听，因为他有故意做做效忠的样子，说话故意非常响。我当时的心情很复杂，纵然是卓奶奶没病也非常想看望她老人家，别说有病了，求还求不得的。
记不准了，可能我还说：“要不就麻烦邓大叔到公安部大门口亲自接我。”。这句话我是怕我和邓大叔秘书长逼得他狗急跳墙真的暗杀我，如果邓大叔亲自到公安部门口接我，不是摆臭架子，是绝对安全考虑。
“这个······”我知道秘书长不怀好意。有以前例子，如果卓奶奶真有病他也想方设法不会让我探望。如果没病就是和坏人们忽悠我甚至暗杀我的。
我一再解释没用，秘书长在我催促下自言自语道：“······就看他这次脑子能不能拐转弯······成败在此一举·····你不来就算啦！虽然我一个月工资不多，但是不用给你汇款，来不来自便。”后来我想不论是暗杀我还是真的，反正通过秘书长知道的情况下，不能实现探望卓奶奶。
于是我口头上说：“·····好，我考虑一下”本来我紧着去的还得故意装着不想去，兵法云：瞒天过海。以防秘书长刺杀我。
于是我想方设法筹借路费(当时因平山县腐败分子打击报复我谁也不敢、不信借给我)，一方面每星期到网吧上网查找卓奶奶有关信息。等到大约2009年8月8日网传卓奶奶去世，丧事举行完毕(于2009年7月29日12时30分因病医治无效在北京逝世)。我立即向邓大叔家写信致歉。并等待秘书长不注意了，前往北京米粮库胡同7号拜访，卫兵说没有证件不让进，邓家人也不在。我和秘书长联系不介绍拜见邓大叔和邓家人。没办法，我只好回家后在网上祭奠卓奶奶。
综上所述：
1、 邓大叔秘书长如果没有私情，在2003年让我拜见邓大叔，一切误会都不会发生。(1)邓大叔给我介绍对象估计有可能谈成。(2)我好多发明、政治主张得以顺利实现。(3)平山县腐败分子、四人帮的残余势力对我的打击报复损失只有九牛一毛，皮肉之苦。
2、 当我怀疑邓大叔秘书长是外国特务奸细或反动组织的时候，就顺着他们的意思······嗯啊········诱敌深入，看究竟。他说邓家如何不好，我就违心地说：嗯！他说好，我也嗯。
3、 当我怀疑秘书长被欺负我的平山县腐败分子买通后狼狈为奸时，我就等待机会，等待邓大叔派出亲信和我联系。
4、 当我怀疑秘书长就是利用我逼邓大叔升官，那是玩笑，不计较。但是有点过分。
邓老前辈不允许别人忽悠自己，也不忽悠别人！对吧？古代帝王规章：欺君之罪斩立决！造反灭九族！看来秘书长对领导撒谎，自古至今，不是儿戏，性质严重，处罚仅次于顶格！所以邓大叔秘书长不是好东西也能说一阵子。
李元明 落稿2015年1月2日
For secretary general fool me other losses, the only big losses: just contact Deng Dashu secretary-general, I often to the secretary-general's request to visit Deng Dashu and family, the secretary-general is not to see.I interrogate with torture DPF staff member, secretary general arrangement who are afraid to tell me.I phone to transfer Deng Dashu, secretary of the secret instructions not to go.I go to the police station concerning not to check, that it was confidential.I lose heart.Or fool me, lying, I don't trust the fool, fool saw that I was mature, suddenly tell me "zhuo grandma sick and dying, medical claims, this summer, if you come to see him?"I said he talk nonsense, do not believe.He is to be honest, I was full of "secretary-general dare betray Deng Dashu, dare fool I intentionally and Deng Dashu, can fool me, fool Deng Dashu serious nature, the secretary-general has early on into the enemy."My brain was only a 95% bad judgment, "not fool me, lying, is really kill me this time, his advice to the location of the hurt me."But again afraid one thousand 5% zhuo grandma really sick the broth, so I still say a words: "how do you let me believe that is true?"
"Believe it or not, you don't believe it even."The secretary-general said.
"I have a way to prove what you said is true false."I remind.
"I have no money, you remittance to me now that you have a monthly salary, is true, I will visit zhuo grandma. Or it is you and I joke, don't believe it. You don't talk about, zhuo grandma gave life saving salary welfare and so on to me, after I zhuo grandma if he give me the gratuity I also you; if you don't have it, I don't owe you, both, who call you lie to me. I'd like to, but equality, ping shan county to remnants of the gang of four big man retaliate against me, and I got a poor dog you don't help justice, nor relief for me. I go today if it is you and I joke, I come back would break the bank."Now that I think about it when he give me a call, not a recording is to let the Deng Dashu beside listening, because he has the look of deliberately do loyalty, speak very loud on purpose.My mood is very complex, at that time even zhuo grandma have no disease also wanted very much to visit her old man's house, let alone sick, may be also.
Remember not, may I also said: "or trouble Deng Dashu personally pick me up at the gate to the ministry of public security.".I'm afraid I this sentence and drove him to a coward Deng Dashu secretary-general really kill me, if Deng Dashu personally pick me up to the door of the ministry of public security, not swagger off, is absolutely safe to consider.
"This......" I know the secretary-general up to no good.Grandma has a previous example, if the android really sick he also managed to won't let me see.If have no disease is and bad people fool I even kill me.
I repeated explanations useless, the secretary-general is under my urge said to himself: "...... see turn his brain can turn · · · · · ·, nap or nothing... you don't come even if! Although I a monthly salary is not much, but don't give you the remittance, not from then."Then I think whether I am really assassination, anyway by secretary general knowledge, cant realize visit grandma.
So I say: "... well, I think "I was already to have to intentionally pretend don't want to go, art of cloud: stamping.In case the secretary-general to assassinate me.
So I tried to borrow money (at that time because of ping shan county corrupt retaliate against me who also dare not, or not to lend me), on the one hand, every week to find information about zhuo grandma of Internet cafes.Until about 2009 net spread zhuo grandmother died on August 8, the funeral is held (on July 29, 2009, 12 when 30 points due to illness and death in Beijing).I immediately to Deng Dashu home write to apologize.And wait for the secretary general do not pay attention to, to visit 7 meters grain Beijing hutongs, the guard said no id not let into, deng family is not in.And I can not contact secretary-general introduces visit Deng Dashu and deng family.No way, I have to go home after festivals zhuo grandma on the Internet.
To sum up:
1, Deng Dashu secretary if there is no affair, let me visit Deng Dashu in 2003, all the misunderstanding will not happen.(1) Deng Dashu give me introduce object is estimated to be possible.(2) I'm a lot of inventions, politics implement smoothly.(3) ping shan county corrupt, remnants of the gang of four, for my retaliate against loss is only a drop in the bucket, the effects of the flesh.
2, when I doubt Deng Dashu secretary general is a foreign spy spies or reactionary organization, just follow their meaning...... ah...... the front, see how.He said how deng's house is not good, then I said against one's will: MMM!He said yes, I am also well.
3, as I suspect the secretary-general bullied my ping shan county corrupt bribe in cahoots, after I will wait for opportunity, waiting for Deng Dashu sent close to contact me.
4, when I doubted my secretary is to use force Deng Dashu promotion, it is a joke, don't care about.But a bit too much.
Deng Lao elder don't allow others to fool yourself, don't fool others!Isn't it?Ancient emperors regulations: the sin cut LiJue of deceit gentleman!Rebel out JiuZu!Seems the secretary-general lie to leadership, since ancient times, is not child's play, serious nature, punishment after thus!So the Deng Dashu secretary general is not a good thing also can be said for a while.
Li Yuanming draft on January 2, 2015
